Sorry for the late tag replies. Just dont feel like updating.

TAG REPLIES:

6 Dec 09, 23:07
pb: i c... cute:)
6 Dec 09, 23:08
pb: i mean u veri cute
6 Dec 09, 23:08
pb: oh you went macdonald @ bdk int @ nitez?? omg i think i saw you... wif a grp of frenz
Wanying: Cute? Lol why. Yea means you know who i am, who're you?

7 Dec 09, 00:24
Jiahui: Woah, you go Japan more fun than mine! Haha
Wanying: Haha, really? I dunno what you did in your Japan trip!

7 Dec 09, 02:35
LYNN ;D: Cutiepieeee! I'm in Sydney now ;DD Here got internet access siah! So damn cool!! But can only use awhile. So using this chance to tag mylove ;D Want come pick me up on th 17th? BUT, early morning XP
7 Dec 09, 02:36
LYNN ;D: Heheh contact ya when i'm back LOVESSS!
Wanying: Omg what the fuck you doing in Sydney?! Early morning omg you're testing me right. Haha. Okay am missing you babe, come back soon!

7 Dec 09, 15:14
rach: i hate you ! hahaha
Wanying: Why ):

7 Dec 09, 16:31
Hi.: Whre you buy your shirt from in th 4 Dec. post dated 1 Dec. ? =)
Wanying: Huh? You mean the black and white one. Family bought for me in Hongkong, sorry :)

7 Dec 09, 16:49
Didi: lol dunno la,might buy the 7/11 phone hehe...ah damn la cant contact you = =. damn sian,and yea i agree abt the break up thing,aaaah..guess i did made the right decision last time
7 Dec 09, 16:50
Didi: ms sharon kohs husband isnt as fat as expected what 0.o lol
Wanying: 7/11 phone? o.O Haha i know you miss me ;) You agree? Wow. Compare him to Ms Koh la

7 Dec 09, 17:33
aloy: chill..:(
Wanying: Thanks ♥

7 Dec 09, 19:45
huiqing: baby im missing you ttm D: we hvnt met each other for 8796235694186 days and before i die of not seeing your face you better show up in front of me . (L)
Wanying: Haha so kua zhang. I'll jio you out. Muacks ♥

7 Dec 09, 22:40
Peixuan: Why qet so anqry over a quy .. }: Tho idk which is th one who hurt you or what , i won't ask unless you need a listeninq ear . Relax okayes prettie , will be here for you 24 / 7 . Love you ♥
Wanying: Not the last one. Thanks babe love you more ♥

7 Dec 09, 23:03
wanxuan: HELLOOOOOOOOOO!!! :D i know you love me and enjoy selling ice cream with me. (: im honoured
Wanying: Of course you'll feel honoured working with me. I know you enjoy selling with me more :)

7 Dec 09, 23:03
SIANG: chill girl. .nid tok juz call me up :)
Wanying: Thanks :)

7 Dec 09, 23:07
wanxuan: i agree with the pink words (: WELL SAID *thumbs up*
Wanying: Thankyou thankyou :)

7 Dec 09, 23:38
XIULINGGG: Can update moremore. Hehes. Like reading ur blog:)
Wanying: Ok haha will try

8 Dec 09, 13:53
rach: i love the pink paragraph ♥ baby you rock yo
Wanying: I know ♥

8 Dec 09, 16:36
QIII:): Cuz i wan see smth.. Hehehh. & you nvr link so many ppl!
Wanying: There, put archives le but never link anyone alr :)

8 Dec 09, 18:00
lala: hi wad clas r u from
Wanying: 3E1 why

8 Dec 09, 20:23
jun: so how. wan go airport? (:
Wanying: I scared i cry ._.

9 Dec 09, 09:18
yunxiu: Hhaha..ohok!!Your edited photos got cats!!So cuteeeeeeeeeeeee!! Meowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...
Wanying: Im always taking pictures of cats. HAHA :D

9 Dec 09, 15:55
SIANG: UPDATE .:D
Wanying: Lazy :P

9 Dec 09, 16:37
wanxuan: HELLO!! relink me!! ^^ thank you very much. will love you if you put hearts beside my name (:
9 Dec 09, 17:08
wanxuan: oh ya. you never link ppl :O
Wanying: You ask me relink then never put your link -.- Yup never link alr :)

9 Dec 09, 17:09
WQ ♥: HAHAH. You darn cute. Okays im leaving tmrw, miss me! ^v^ Back on the 17th. Will miss ya sweets, loveloveyou MUACKSXZ!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥
Wanying: SHIT YOU LEAVING!?! Never inform me earlier @!#$%*%@$#! didnt get to wish you bon voyage :( Whoa you back on the same day as Lynn :O Enjoy yah, will miss you too ♥

9 Dec 09, 21:11
wei.c: long tym no tag chiobu
Wanying: Glad you know handsome

9 Dec 09, 22:18
EUNICE: HELLO BOOOOOOO
Wanying: HEY HEY

9 Dec 09, 23:17
wei liang: izit u super lazy or super bz siah, nv blog/reply tags/on9 for 3 days liaox!!
Wanying: Lazy + busy heh ps

10 Dec 09, 01:22
PSBY: What is yr 3rd song ?
Wanying: Midnight After Dark

10 Dec 09, 12:27
zijie: yo:D
Wanying: YO YO

10 Dec 09, 15:40
} j.yiiiiiiiii: WAN YINGGGGGGGGG CRAZAYE IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ZOMG , WHR TH FCK ARE YOU?!?!?!?!?! I can`t seem to contact you , txt you you don`t reply back , call you you always don`t answ ,
10 Dec 09, 15:41
} j.yiiiiiiiii: always don`t see you online on Msn . So long since I've last been in touch with you , I dont wanna lose touch with you !!!!! I`m gettin` anxious ; I wanna see you !!!!!! Whn you see this tag ,
10 Dec 09, 15:41
} j.yiiiiiiiii: can you txt me or dial me up or anythn to show signs tht you`re thr ?? I needa meet you up , havgot loadsa things to tell you , talk to you abt . PLS !
10 Dec 09, 15:43
} j.yiiiiiiiii: Thnkq & rmbr ILY&IMYTTC ♥♥♥
10 Dec 09, 15:44
} j.yiiiiiiiii: ZOMG sry to hav sorta spammed your cbox !! Too anxious y'c . :L
Wanying: Omg, i never receive any sms/call from you?? Okay texted you, chill baby ;) Meet up soon. Love and miss you too ♥

10 Dec 09, 17:18
Derrickkk: SORRY LA, was waiting for YOU YOU YOU YOU to contact me ma. ok i cal you tonite (:
Wanying: :)

10 Dec 09, 20:44
wen jing :]: hey tag pretty :] u nvr link ppl alrd?
Wanying: Hey yea :)

10 Dec 09, 22:27
wanxuan: kns i dont want tag liao la!! all my tags you never reply one!! :@ ni qu si la!! xP
Wanying: Aiyo so kan chiong, also not only your tags. Tsk tsk. Replying now, RELAX ;)

Why is it 2009 that changed my life and turned my life into a miserable one?

I remember how i used to spend my childhood life. With my dad. Whole family.
- Him fetching us to the arcade every weekend to play at the arcade and changing money to tokens for us everytime we needed more, until we were tired of playing.
- Him bringing us to Sheng Siong Supermarket every two weekends to restock our bags of potato chips, chocolates, drinks etc.
- Him bringing us to Marina Bay etc to watch fireworks on every single festive occasion.
- Him giving us money every weekend night to buy a packet of large fries from Macs downstairs.
- Him buying things for us whenever we wanted as long as he could afford.
- Him thinking of more and more cupboards to design and build, to replace the old ones in our house every few months with bigger ones so that we could have more space to place our stuff in.
And, etc.
Just because of one incident, just because of our stubborn personalities, things have become like this. Once a loving family of four, now a either daughters-and-mother or father-and-mother thing. I have never imagined myself to lose the feeling of father's love, care and concern. He had doted so much on us, now we don't even talk to each other; every meal we eat together is in total silence. No way are we able to go back to the past, because things aint the same anymore. It's not like i start talking to him or he start talking to me and everything will be fine. No. Only awkwardness.

Every point i listed out as i typed just now, i shed a tear or two. No one knows how much i missed those times. Not even my parents, not even my sis. For there's no point telling people how much i missed the past.

Life at home is bad. Life in school will be worse next year. I dont know how im gonna face that somebody who will be in the same class as me for one whole year. After deciding not to go with her best friend from next year onwards, i dont know who to stick with anymore. I dont know whether to hate Bedokview or hate myself. Hate myself to have chosen the wrong school, hate myself to have chosen the wrong friends, or hate myself for whatever i had done? Things are 180degrees different between lower sec life and upper sec life. Enjoyed school life in sec1and2, now i dont. Was crazy and carefree in sec1and2, now im not. Had best friends in sec1and2, now i dont.

2009's ending in less than a month's time, and i aint expecting a better 2010. In fact, i wish i could just skip 2010 and move on to tertiary level. I cant stand secondary life anymore. In this year, i've lost so many cherished things. Was once so contented with life, a life so filled with love, care and concern. Now? Things have changed so much. I'm obviously no longer who i was two years ago. 2009 seemed so short, yet the most things happened in this year. The world is changing. with me.


After typing this whole post, i swear i can feel my eyes sore.