22 May 2009

YESTERDAY
Let me think what happened. Okay got back chem paper, stayed back for inline skating and then wasted our time cause the instructors didnt arrive, after that brought my ncc no. 3 and 4 tops to army shop for sewing of rank, then went off to meet weiliang and his gang of guys. Was like dammit i was the only girl, so called ting to come along. Hehe. Slacked at weiliang's block for a few hours and had loads of laughter with his friends as well.

TODAY
Just school as usual. Oh, sad that Mdm Rao will not be teaching us Biology from semester 2 onwards, although at the same time happy for her that she has been promoted from HOD Science to Vice-principal. (Reminds me of my form teacher who was promoted from HOD English to Vice-principal in 2007) We students of 3E1 are sure gonna miss her. She's so approachable, so patient in teaching that she doesn't get annoyed even when we ask a question for the hundredth time. I felt so secure with her as our Biology teacher, and now.. ): Ms Sharoh Koh will be taking over us next semester, but she's a good teacher too since i had her for Biology teacher last year. Had ncc meeting after school then took bus 45 to Aloy's house. It feels so good to be with someone so that you dont feel alone and then think about things that you dont wanna be reminded of. I turned his house upside down. HAHA. Thanks aloysius. (: Reached home at 6plus then started to think about some things again. Argh. Went to sleep instead. Woke up one hour later, went to shower and eat dinner. Had a talk with my mom too. Cried a lot, but i felt so much better after telling her everything that had bottled up in me and pouring out all my feelings to tell her how i had felt for the past few years. Ilovemommy. :)

Shall do the quiz from Yanin's blog :D

Rules:
1. Answer the questions as honestly and creatively as possible.
2. Post this as "Did That Happen To You?"
3. Tag 10 friends.
4. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
5. Have Fun!!!


1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
I would use the shower hose and spray towards the beetle like a fireman putting out fire.

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
Sing along with it OUT LOUD if i know the lyrics (:

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your line?
Huh?

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
Ignore them, cause I LOVE WHAT I LOVE:D

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
I would laugh out loud since everybody would probably be laughing too before going 'OUCH!' and stay on the ground till my embarrassment ceases.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework and your class starts in 5 minutes.
Copy lor, easy.

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
I would pop a tic-tac into my mouth and go 'SMELL MY BREATH NOW!'

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor. What do you do?
No worries, it would jump up like pants on hot fire:D

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
I'm not superstitious (:

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it? How do you react?
I would go, yeah of course.

11. (Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
What friend is that?

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
I won't think anything inside, just turn to face and stare back at him.

13. Your crush and you are eating dinner together, the food you've ordered came first, eat, or wait?
EAT! Nah lah, depends.

14. You are alone in your house and you realized that there is a burglar. What do you do?
Grab a broom and hit his head from behind so that he falls to the ground. Then i would dial 999 and wait for the police to 'collect' him :D

15. What do you do when your best friend had just spoilt your favourite one and only camera with all the important photos you cherished inside?
KILL HIM/HER ALIVE! Nah lah, will just ask him/her to pay for the camera as well as buy me a new phone to make up for the loss of photos :D

17. What do you do if you break your friend's favourite vase but he or she didn't see it?
I would wait till an hour later before confessing the truth and going 'sorry' a thousand times and promising i would pay for it.

19. What do you do if you saw a cat chasing a mouse?
I would go 'Cool! I didnt know cats still chase mice in this century.'

20. You missed your favourite TV show and it was the season finale. What do you do?
I would jump around the room like crazy and whine and scream.

21. There is a crash in your schedule, one is your friend's wedding, the other is your another friend's last day of funeral. What will you do?
Attend the funeral lah! Sad already, how go wedding.
I'm sure the other friend would understand.

TAG REPLIES
ZZZ : LOL! Whatever (:
TINNG : Hah, thanks yeah (:
ZZZ : WHAT!
Yanin : A small gesture can still mean something yup. (:
meng : Lol, dont you know people are never contented? (: yah lah yah lah, if only my percentage's a lil higher
derrick(your dearest) : EWW! Who's your dearest? *coughs. Kk lah, you jio me lah! (:
wen jing :] : Lol, who's the chiobu? Eh i not dao lo..
ClaraChoiKaiRu(: : Oh, thanks! (:

HWEEMIN : Hah, have to thank lah. (:
meng : 3 A1s -.- T.T huh what you talking?
guoxiang : Hah, pass is nothing lah boy..
passb : Err, why? Lol
wanxuan : LOL! No need jealous one(: my chinese and maths huh, since the day i was born lo
rach : LOL! Wth, eh adding
ZZZ : *HUG. NAH! There it was. (:



History's repeating. Why is god always making me choose. I HATE CHOOSING. Why cant you just let me be loved by just one guy. Why do you have to send so many and force me to choose one. WHY. I just broke up, and you want me to stead straight after i broke? Studies have been causing me to hurt people, i dont want anybody to get hurt again. Everyday only outings, smsing and talking on phone are revolving around my life. When im outside and i dont reply anyone of them, i hurt some. When im busy replying smses and somebody calls, i pick up and continue replying msgs. What does he say? That im not concentrating on him. OKAY. I concentrate. Then msgs come flooding in again, asking why i didnt reply. No matter what, i WILL bound to hurt somebody. What do you think i am. A person who's SO good at multi-tasking? Why not just tear me into pieces. COME ON! WHAT LIFE IS THIS?! FOR GOODNESS' SAKE. GOD, you should know what i had intended to do. REMAIN SINGLE TILL AFTER OLEVELS. And now how many people are pressing me to choose one of them. HOW MANY. Everyday i feel so troubled in school. But is there anybody to borrow a listening ear from? How i wish there is somebody to accompany me in school, to listen to me and give me advice. I could only wait till after school where i would slowly get cheered up by people. But no matter what, putting on a smile is the least i can do. So what if im feeling so vexed inside. I still cant possibly make everyone upset too by emoing, because that's the last thing i would do. Tell me why you want to torture me like this. Dont say you want me to feel loved by thousands of people, because it's even worse than having loved by nobody.

Yes, i get guys wrapped around my finger. YES, imma bitch. SO WHAT?


If all else fail, i shall be the heartbreaker i used to be.

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